Scares

So I'm taking summer classes now, and it's a total draggg. It sucks having to go to school in the summer. But I guess its fine as long as I get a good grade.

Cammy's doing pretty well, and is becoming more and more like a puppy. She's gotten me on the hand, and it sucked. That shit hurt. We brought her to a dog run in union square so that she can learn to socialize with other dogs. This one dog wanted to play with her but she didn't know how to react. The other dog licked her and she yelped like a pussy. LOL she didn't know that the other dog wanted to play. XD We need to get her licenced and get her final rabies shot before we can bring her to the dog run again, cause there's a huge possibility that we can be fined. ;-;

Anyway, the main thing that's been on my mind lately is the scare that me and Jon have going on right now. It sucks soo much, and I don't feel comfortable talking about it here. This time, it's worse than what we've faced before. And I didn't take plan B mostly because we're not 100% sure whether or not I have the possibility of being pregnant under the circumstances. Fckkk, I hate this so much. And it's his fault cause I told him to stop and he didn't. -.-
So far, I haven't gotten my period, it's suppose to come sometime this week. Let's pray for it to come. And it sucks even more that I've been in the mood lately. EVEN after the incident. -.-



I want HIM to know that I'm not ready.